Post by fieldscarcrow on Nov 8, 2005 19:53:56 GMT -5
The life of samurai (by me)
I am no longer asleep
My eyes are wide,my vessels straind
Carring messages to and froe
But my mind,is still,shut down
Im dreaming still
Still im dreaming
Dreaming still,3 ways to say
What I doing at the moment
A sword unsheathed from my throat
My words come out cracked
This buring coat of pain
Over my throat
I must get some water
But my fingers wont move
As if soen to my stone bed
As i lay
Lay awake
The blood drips from my nose
I have the thoughts staind in my minds
The war is over
I have made it threw
But at what price
I have lost my life
My mother,my father
My wife,Son,daughter and brother of those 2
I am isolated,so cold
My back is stiff,I go to breath
And my bodie wants to shut down
I have no energy left
So hyped up about nothing
I am running on adrenaline alone
My legs are as if there is a god sitting on my lap
The weight of loss,and burdern
Across my bodie it lays
So warm,yet the feel of liquid
My inhales match that of a snail
My exhale remsemble an overworked child
Im shaking
Is this blood?
Everything is turning red now
Despare tranformed into rage
I push my bodie,as if my sould left me
And pulled my 1000 pound bodie up
My mucles seemed to explode
MY bodie rooted itself into the earth
I relised it was my time
In the name of god
I have killed,and bin killed
d**ned and have bin d**ned
Spilt blood,and losed blood
All in the name of my savior
This has become selfish hypocracy
I no longer wish to be me anymore
So I,with this last breath
Here by vow,to now do nothing
In the name of a higher being
I am myself,me and i
For now on,my mucles will explode everyday
For i sware,i will not see you
When these eyes of mine shut
I shall live till my bodie is dust
and my armor,rust
(my first of many,i every time i havea new one,ill post it up)
I am no longer asleep
My eyes are wide,my vessels straind
Carring messages to and froe
But my mind,is still,shut down
Im dreaming still
Still im dreaming
Dreaming still,3 ways to say
What I doing at the moment
A sword unsheathed from my throat
My words come out cracked
This buring coat of pain
Over my throat
I must get some water
But my fingers wont move
As if soen to my stone bed
As i lay
Lay awake
The blood drips from my nose
I have the thoughts staind in my minds
The war is over
I have made it threw
But at what price
I have lost my life
My mother,my father
My wife,Son,daughter and brother of those 2
I am isolated,so cold
My back is stiff,I go to breath
And my bodie wants to shut down
I have no energy left
So hyped up about nothing
I am running on adrenaline alone
My legs are as if there is a god sitting on my lap
The weight of loss,and burdern
Across my bodie it lays
So warm,yet the feel of liquid
My inhales match that of a snail
My exhale remsemble an overworked child
Im shaking
Is this blood?
Everything is turning red now
Despare tranformed into rage
I push my bodie,as if my sould left me
And pulled my 1000 pound bodie up
My mucles seemed to explode
MY bodie rooted itself into the earth
I relised it was my time
In the name of god
I have killed,and bin killed
d**ned and have bin d**ned
Spilt blood,and losed blood
All in the name of my savior
This has become selfish hypocracy
I no longer wish to be me anymore
So I,with this last breath
Here by vow,to now do nothing
In the name of a higher being
I am myself,me and i
For now on,my mucles will explode everyday
For i sware,i will not see you
When these eyes of mine shut
I shall live till my bodie is dust
and my armor,rust
(my first of many,i every time i havea new one,ill post it up)